Musical Accompaniment:
I'm no longer building a life, I'm just surviving mine
All this bureaucracy and bullshit, I solve it all with wine
For a few short hours I thought I had it figured out
But the emptiness left in your wake eventually triggered doubt
But the emptiness left in your wake eventually triggered doubt
My suspicions were confirmed and I felt dumb for even hoping
And now I'm in the same old boat: confusion, stress and coping
A friend when it's convenient, a lover on occasion
To make of it anything more would take both effort and persuasion
But I don't know what else to do so I sit here and wait
Emotions all a mess, head full of thoughts I can't keep straight
I guess I've hit a roadblock, I've no idea what it is I want
So I grow tired of waiting and call you up all nonchalant
And as ever the case: my efforts get me nowhere
I sink back into my couch and wonder if I honestly even care
That is where you'll find me, anchored to my lethargic mooring
As my head battles my heart: a war ever enduring
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